4 mo day's

YUPPIIEEE!!! Im goin home to her who I'd missed the most all this time... But just to tell ya that I just gone for a shore leave to have a last get go and to undo all the stuff that ived bought wrong on the last leave..DANG!!! just bought the wrong RAM for my 4th Engineer laptop which suppose to be just 95 dirhams for DDR2 as a matter of fact, he's old but ass laptop uses a normal DDR ram which cost 200 dirham instead. I have to buy it, coz most of the time the poor old chap just sits in front of his laptop just to wait for his laptop to load on one task at the time.... so i buy it tapi CLAIM tetap CLAIM laaaa aku susah2 turun beli kan?

Anyhooo.... the reason Ive gone to shore is because that I wanted to call my dearly beloved the most. We'll the real reason I can get to shore is because I'd say that the 2nd cook who'd pussed his finger needed to go to the Hospital due to uncertifiable scratching that he'd done on his middle finger causing that finger to swell, he needed to be accompanied by anyway necessary, so, I got off!!! huhuuuu....

When Im on shore there not much thing to do coz there aint much time... so just gone for dinner and buy all the necessary stuff needed. Then, the phone call to my lil cutie!!! Sian kat comey diek rase nyesal sgt2 tinggal diek lame2... dun worry syg yeh? I'll be back soon for you!!! Tunggu tau?

In the end the boat service that meant for 10 PM gone wrong when we have to wait for these Danish people to come back from shore... piss drunk and happy they are but still aku sabar jekk... (Cilakak tol!!!)

Prep For Loading!!!! WHATTT!!!?????

Pissed of and still in denial, I accepted that the ship is going to load (MAYBE) in Ras Laffan... Tension abiss aku hari nie... dah la nak balik 7 hari lagik, baru laaa skang nak sebokk ngan loading... mane ade tekak nak telan beb.... even so, aku pasrah jugak menelannye....

I'm so pissed right now down to the core abt the Capt yg poyo buat2 kelam kabut sebok nak test run itu ini suma the reason being that maybe the rumor are true about the loading... WTF? Rilek laa dulu kasi confirm itu crita nanti blakang lu nak aku run ke, open valve ke, touch up ker WELDING keeee... melingkup keee ape keee baru laa buat... but for now just mellow down laaa sket... even so aku pasrah jugak menelannye...

Luckily my fiancee called me in the event of all this... making jokes, spewing out some gossip liarr, flappin our gums, spread LOVE in the air... luckily she shares my problem... UR THE BEST SYG!!! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!! even though I know you have problems back at home, still you tamed my flames with your words... the flame douse off becaused of you... thanks syg i really needed it.... you kept me livin'...

Later i really hoped that this stupid wores off... coz it really comes at the wrong time and at the wrong place.... for me!!! duhh!!??

In No Man's Land

Well fits the title, actually not... im trying to refer to the life onboard, how doeas it looks like? how does it feel to be onboard? is it cool? five words for this ship.... mannnnn this ship is dead!!! a graveyard can shed more joy than this heap of floatin steel, all just zombie walking around the place... luckily they arent biters! This ship is soooo dead that pulled me along with it... Luckily En. Amir is around to keep me company.... or else, I will get more depressed... all these people on board ever think about is work, work AND MORE WORKK!!!

And Ive learned from far back that work will never finished if you go looking for it, till ur last breath of air it will still be abundant, and what i think i gotta do is plan my work and set my objectives right for the day and then fuck off back to my cabin... melingkup and do whatever the hell i pleased (tepon bini lagi bagus daaa)

Katenye muke diek nie cam PREDATOR... same ke? cam PEMIDATO nak tercirit adolaaaa...huhuhhu....

Unluckily my best dude here got fucked by the capt so bad... he had to go back much early than me....(HEY!!! no fairrr!!!) coz of a few problems well all of them are bullshit so to say but still tha so called CAPITANO sign him off even knowing the fact that he's getting married, after he completed his 5 months tenure here... poor guy just got 3 months instead....

Another 'PREDATOR' Mug Shots...

I hope that he's holding on well I know ur angry but just be calm and god will soon show you the way... either way your the coolest bro... and i'll pray for both of your safe journey being as a husband and wife!!!

And to Miss Reen, I really wish that I don't have to go through all of this... I just hope to go home and help you with our weddings where I should have been these couple of months... I promise to be good and cautious when Im working... really miss you syg...

My lawfully 'goin to' wedded wife... Manje senyumannyeee eiiiii gerammm!!!

Pening stengah harii

Toyaaa... today was suppose to be my day where i should let go and let other do my work... coz uh Im goin home....duhh!! Well it did'nt coz why coz the so called Capt gives me even tons and tons of work load again... hmmm crud!!! Ive got a terrible headache coz of this thing that smells like 'bullshit'!!!

All of the things that Ive ever done onboard he'd asked me to do within the next 2 weeks!!! Demmm!!!! I don't think that I have the energy or the head to do all of that bullshit all over again!!!

I hope the next Gas Engineer, will understand and let me breathe a bit easier coz cmon, you are much more senior than me and what did you need to fear? All stuff is down and all you have to do is wait till the time comes for loading...(which Ive heard on next the next year, if Im right? before all that, you just have to shield yer ears and your rears from the countless cursing words from the capt and the chief... till they knew how important you are!!! HAHAHAHAHAA and dun worry, you'll get used to it.

The only Joy that last awhile, is with Mr Thaw With His Crooked Smile Saying... Im Goin Home Biatcchhh!!!... by the way he's Burmese (Go Monks GO!!!! - feel my Tiger Claw Fist!!!- sshhhh miaauuuuu!!!)


Whatever it takes, I will do anything they say to guarantee my freedom... For me to get back to my love one.... Miss Reen uuhhhhhh!!!! I miss you donkk!!!

Comin Home...

Hye yall, since Ive watched and read almost all people done thier own blogging, I think im gonna give i t a try too... Looks cool though, but time will tell...( kalo aku rajin laaa heheheheee). By the way... the reason being is my lovely fiancee wrote such a beautiful blog about us and i felt jeles ler plokkk ( mane boleh ini macam kan) So I wrote this just to express my journey, my life ahead... well maybe....ngahahahahhaaa!!!!

Well Ive left her for more than half a year now.... an its time for me to get back to my loved ones... the pain on my back, the sores on my bones, the bruise on my calf, the cuts on my finger will heal just as soon as I stepped out of the plane and see her face once again... surely, I will feel Im floating again.

After a 7 month of debauchery of works... hehehehee... Im finally comin home !!!! IM SOOSOOSOSSOOOOO HAPPYYY MAAA!!!! LALALALALLAAA!!!! Really need a break, really need a hug from my girl... hmmm yeah missed that feelin'......